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Wrath's Dead

by yea fuckin no

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On April 29th, 2020, wrath sealed his room, lit a gas stove, and went to sleep. So what's it going to be, Peace and enlightenment Or illusion and turmoil? The three of us are trying to survive When you say come in me it's written in red ink I no longer trust anything that feels good You said you would make my dreams come true But you didn't clarify which ones To think it started with a scream into silence Twenty seven years only amplified the violence None of you deserved me but I sold myself out But we poisoned the ground the moment we planted the seed Chosen death so many times But the reaper keeps me hanging I'll be disguised as myself I will make you feel every last heartbeat Sunday warned me to stay off Virginia Street But I can't now Outside your door with my only friend, This knife will Show you what my heart feels I can't hide it now This ghost won't rest till it feels tired And I could do this all night You gave up Not just on me but your own future Content to tread water and complain Now he who would kill for you is dead And left me this ghost in his stead Delusional with intent You've got that look in your eye I have been soiled and wounded After healed and cleaned "Nothing bad is ever going to happen to you again" Please tell me what that means Because it just rings an empty bell Now you're gone
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(You're marriage material, I love you, shut up and marry me already, You're my forever friend, I've claimed you, we would make beautiful children, you're just my type, I'm crying to think this could be love, I don't deserve this, I'm a bad person, I want to die on my birthday, I think I have a personality disorder, I'm dismissive, I want you to [loveme], every time we make love it feels closer, can you keep a secret? they should have treated you better, I want to hurt anyone who hurt you, I want to set their house on fire, why do you let them hurt you? you fit me perfectly, I'm crying, I don't know, You should have seen the red flags, you just do you, we were never a couple, we aren't dating, I might date other people, just for fee dinner, I might sleep with them, you're controlling, I was right, maybe this was a mistake, I'm dumb, you make me feel dumb, you're the one who uses big words, I want you more, I want you every day, I don't want to leave, I think he suspects, It's not a date, I'm not interested in him like that, he's kind of dumb, he isn't interested in the same things, you're so thoughtful, you care so much, we do need to talk, is that ok? or not. I love you too. Farewell.] Farewell... When you left (When you lost me) I couldn't survive (He couldn't survive) I'll kill him for you You were right, he was too weak Shed a tear for the boy He never meant any harm I'll cry for him now But weep never more You may have abandoned me But my anger has not Can you hear me? Oh, I hope you can feel me
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With these hands? Living off red wine and tears I am, always have been, On your side, by your side By ourselves I won't cast you away You're coming with me With us I know I'm asking a lot, Too much, but please, Please stay This ghost that haunts me And was me Becomes me I promised I would always protect you and love you and end you But I'm breaking that promise So I can make this one To you Wrath, I'll always be there for you It's us versus them From now on, you come first We will end them all And we will be together until the end I love you kid
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Recorded in the Upper House of Trial in September and October, 2020

This album is dedicated to the memory of
Henry James Smith (1993-2016)
Hank Wayne Smith (1930-2019)
Dominic Wraths (1993-2020)
And everyone else I lost this year. Be at peace.

This is a sequel to Wrath's Down, though not a part of the grief triptych. I originally intended on making this to put the ghost of Wrath to rest once and for all. However, as I worked, I realized that I was once again trying to rid myself of an essential part of my psyche and needed to, instead of disowning it, embrace it, accept it, and allow it to express itself. I have finally allowed myself to be ugly and become who I have always threatened to be. Wrath's dead, but remains a ghost that possesses me without controlling me. As long as I'm alive, he remains.

I thought this would be an ending but we are far from done.
You can't stop me if you don't care.
/never/ give up the ghost /never/

Part one of the Convalescent triptych

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released November 7, 2020

yea fuckin no on this recording:
Sunday Rathskeller - drum machine, vocals, subversion
Victor E. Ahhhhh - bass, vocals, a sense of self-worth
Dominic James (channeling the ghost of Dominic Wraths) - vocals, possessions, scorpions

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