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Wrath's Done

by yea fuckin no

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1.
Dear Theta (An Open Letter to the Survivors) 03:14
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2.
A Clear and Consistent Sense of Self 02:43
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Patient, lonely, and shivering Please stay You don't know how beautiful you are I can't stand the way you let them hurt you I need to show you How empty this would be If you were to leave me in it Alone
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Long Day's Journey into Night 04:41
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No Ceremony No Sanctuary No Tribe Alone, alone, alone Unapproachable, Unrelatable, Unnecessary Lost, lost, lost DOWN DEAD DONE GONE, GONE, GONE
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A Grave for Zeep 04:17
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Pretend to Sleep 02:32
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You let it sit too long Now it's gone cold The worst things I've done I did because I thought I had to The best things I've done I did because I had to Trade an age of love and lies For an era of hate and honesty God, did you know even up till the end I was waiting to be saved It's funny how hard I clung to nothing Stepping over debris in a ruined house Longing for salvation To an SOS never sent Like the sun and moon To rise and fall Endlessly PLEASE FIND ME
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Dead Sun 04:11
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it's gone it's all gone any feeling of guilt and weight it's gone and i hate this place i hate this place hate this place hate this hate
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De Gustibus non es Disputandum 04:58
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Don't think I'll ever be "alright" But hope to someday be "OK" Can't decide whether I'm apart or whole You'll be rewarded You waited too long, time to be reborn Say what you want I feel nothing Blesed are troubled waters Perhaps I tried too hard to convince you It made the very same sound I don't want to care But they never found me But you invited me in And they'll be begging me to stop
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Every Day We Pray for Death 04:09
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A spark of recognition in the eyes I am the fruit dying on the vine I am his curse I am divine I fade away until all that's left is mine Tell me what fruit doth an unwatered garden bring forth? Naught but the withered and bitter excuse you see before you now. Behold! the fruits of your labors! Because let's face it, I don't want to live in a world where people like you thrive People who can justify hurting others so easily and ignore their emotions The world is built for YOU! This world loves YOU! Unlike ME, whom this world loathes I wasn't built for this environment I'm an evolutionary dead end I'm an endangered species that no one wants to conserve Because no one knows how Or has the patience So no, I don't want to live But I will anyway Just to be done Just to be alone Just to feel done Just to feel like home Now I can go wherever I want This environment is hostile to me Just us now Just us We are desperate to believe AND WE DO NOT TRUST YOU
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White Recluse/Poisonous Wallflower 04:00
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The Misinterpretation of Silence and its Disastrous Consequences (Type O Negative Cover) 01:04
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Onryō Story 03:26
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If you aren't careful I'll take all your energy And throw it way Nobody taught me how to turn it off No one told me how to be ok I'm already speaking of myself in the past tense Call me Romanov for the mistakes I've made Nothing is exciting Nothing is fun Dead and dried like my passions and curiosity I'm more obsessed with my demise than any person I've met Excuse me for my grief I'm just convalescent Death Sentence DEATHTOUCH What can I say? DEATH BECOMES ME! I dare you to pillage my corpse Embrace the cold and fan the flames From my throat shall spring forth a mass of writing tendrils Screaming toward the light with the tongues of babel That I am victorious Only in death
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Matt Seven Six 04:48
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Deciding again I've wound up here Because it still rings true! Black hair Dark eyes Just another person making promises They never intended to keep EVERYTHING CAN BE TAKEN Destroy these worthless hands If I am to go When I inevitably retreat When I come back Don't see me For who I am or could be Don't see me at all YOU'RE GOING TO LOSE ME I was put here With nothing to prove Completely expendable Born an excess Born a waste I'd rather die Than let my desperation show
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Animals (CocoRosie Cover) 06:15
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Still/Finally... 08:21
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Beyond Saving 04:06
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You act like there's a right and wrong way of doing this Some are lucky and some ain't From my perspective it's completely random and neutral People hate that but maybe it's fair You act like it matters And if I could care But I can't This is what I have left This is all I have to offer I'd be sorry if I knew hat that meant If I knew how I would FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH I REGRET EVERYTHING I'LL PROVE IT TO YOU THEY WON'T CATCH YOU WHEN YOU FALL YOU ARE ALWAYS WERE BEYOND SAVING

about

Dedicated to Stacey Ann-Marie and Alex Wolf. Often I think of where I would be if not for you; for good, or for ill.

This is the final canonical album by yea fuckin no. All further releases under this moniker will be considered secondary or non canonical in the third house.

When I started this project I was in a pretty bad place and needed to work on something to express how I felt. A lot of it was driven by panic, fear, paranoia, and anger. That being said, it also had a very experimental and naive quality that, while often obfuscating its true intent, was immediate and reactionary. As my life changed so did yea fuckin no. These albums are a kind of autobiography that only I can read.

I want this project to be less serious. I want to feel more free to do things on a whim again. Not everything has to be a painstaking process that takes up all of my psychic energy to express a thought or convert an emotional state into a sound. In a way I'd like this project to be more enjoyable to me. I want to use it as a vehicle to poke fun at all the morbid thoughts I have. In order to do that I'm splitting the burden. Sunday Rathskeller will be handling all of the industrial and personal material. VEA will focus on indie and lo-fi music. yea fuckin no will continue with the experimental and unpolished stuff. Not that this matters to anyone but me. And since all of this is theoretical until executed, uh, whatever. Thanks for listening to me think.

But anyway. This album. Is in its unmastered state, as usual. It has been in the works since Wrath's Down, an album I made when my then wife was pink slipped into the psychiatric ward. I made Wrath's Down because I knew my life was about to end; I was suicidal and without her I knew I wouldn't continue to exist. However, due to divine intervention, I was able to continue living, but at a cost. That led to the creation of Wrath's Dead; an album made based on the concept that, while I physically survived the separation, part of my psychic self died in a failed suicide attempt due to my addictions (it's complicated and doesn't matter at this point). Leading to Wrath's Done, this album, which is what Clipping of Eros Wings meant to be. That album was supposed to take the place of a suicide attempt, which did in fact eventually happen, despite the sacrifice being made. This album, contrariwise, was made after the fact in of that the attempt was prevented. In that way this is a success story, in of that it contains my suicide note and how I felt (and how I feel on a relatively constant basis) but exists despite the fact that the feeling has passed.
I feel this way.
I no longer think this way.
In that respect I am not free from my vices, my compulsions, but I am free in the respect that I dodged another bullet and was able to put that moment into words, though distorted. This is how I was and how I am from situation to situation.

I don't know if that makes sense. It doesn't matter. None of this does. I know no one really pays attention to this project. That's ok. I have always made these albums for me. If I never make another album I feel as though I've made a mark, even if I do not survive to see anyone realize it.

I love you. And if I ever kill myself, know that I did my best to stay, despite the fact that I always wanted to leave. I hope that if I do leave it will be because I'm done and with the satisfaction that my final moments will be not in pain but in peace.

credits

released November 7, 2021

Sunday Rathskeller - Drum Machines, Synths
Victor E. Ahhhhh - Vocals, Bass, Xylophone
Saint Wrath - Power Electronics, Vocals
Dominic James - Lyrics, Vessel

Track 1 contains a quote from the song "Nothing but Heart" by Low

The title for track 3 is based on the play by Eugene O'Neill

Tracks 4 and 14 recorded improv at Shannon's and feature Tito, Lance, and Jameson

Track 10 originally by Type O Negative off their album "Slow, Deep, and Hard", which is an extremely personal and polarizing album.

Track 13 originally by CocoRosie from their album "The Adventures of Ghosthorse and Stillborn", which I highly recommend.

Photo (left to right): Marilyn, Dominic, Kyle
Collage background by Henry James Smith (rip)

Also RIP Balthazar

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